 
       
      timorously, as though he were wearying his
hearers with his "old stories." And though
 they were indeed entertaining, and full of colour
 and character, he could only be got to go on,
under protest, as it were, and with a struggle
between two feelings—that of fearing to
disoblige or of tiring—which was almost amusing.
 There was a family or two with whom he was
distantly connected, and where there were children,
and by them his coining was always looked
for as a holiday, and on the day of the visit
 videttes, posted at the window, looked out
 anxiously towards six o'clock for the half-stooping
 figure that came limping up so quietly yet so
steadily to the door, and with a cry and
 a united scamper, gave notice that the captain
 was at hand. By elders of this family he was
 sometimes called "Tom," and by the younger ones
he was sometimes, with glowing cheeks and a
 blush of shame and humiliation, taken in
confidence with reference to sudden pecuniary
embarrassments.On such occasions the nobility and
 the delicacy of the captain's behaviour excited a
 tumult of delight—a delight that could not
find words. For the captain had an old crimson
 silk purse, made for him out of an officer's sash
 by a lady years ago, which came out, and in
which his thin pale fingers explored. Gratitude
was on his face at the kind confidence
that had been reposed.
"Now, my dear fellow," he would say, diving
 into the narrow opening of the long crimson
 purse, "this is what I like. This is really what
I am proud of! Now mind, if you do not
 always come to me in this wav, you and I are
 two."
But the real time of jubilee was when "Tom,"
 coming back from the country with a small
 modest old black portmanteau, would be
 induced to stay a night or two with one of these
families. For he always gave leave to his landlady,
 whom, he said, was a " poor struggling
creature," to let his rooms in his absence, and
 sometimes his return would come about
awkwardly, in the very middle of such a lodger's
 tenure, so that he would feel himself bound to
go to an hotel for a night or two, or to accept
 the hospitality of these friends as described.
They would sometimes remonstrate with him a
 little warmly on this weakness, saying, "If I
 were you I wouldn't do it. It's perfect folly
 of you! I think you are far too good, uncle
Tom. I wouldn't put myself out in that way,
or let myself be made a hand of in that way,
 and by a woman of that sort." To which
 uncle Tom would, with a little confusion,
plead his old excuse, "Ah, the creature! She
 has to struggle so to make up her little rent
 and taxes. My dear, it's no trouble in the
world to me. I rather like going to the hotel."
"Turning you out of your own room!" the
lady would go on, warmly, "your own room, for
 which you have paid!"
"Ah, the creature," uncle Tom would say
 again. "A fellow that was in the front parlour
went off three weeks ago, and owing her a
month's rent, which she was counting on to pay
 her taxes, the creature! I assure you she was
crying for an hour in the room, telling it to
me."
"And of course you paid them for her?"
said the indignant lady. "I am ashamed of
 you. You are like a child about your money.
 It should be taken from you, and kept for
 you."
"No, no, upon my word and credit, no,"
said the captain, very eagerly. " No, no. I
am not that sort of man. I would not do that
for her. 'Pon my word, no."
But there was a belief that amounted to
 certainty in the minds of all there that he had
 paid the crying landlady's taxes; as indeed he
had. And with this he was not in the least soft
 or foolish. Among these stories, which he was
reluctant to relate, were several associated with
the shape of "Satisfaction" then in fashion among
gentlemen, in one of which he himself had been
 principal, and out of which he had come, as the
 phrase went, "with flying colours." But in
 many more he had assisted as "friend" with
 great " pluck" and tact, and either pushed the
affair to extremities, or arranged it happily, as
the occasion required. Some of these which
 bore a little against himself—as in the instance
of the constable's coming up and arresting him,
to his astonishment, as he stepped out of the
coach, with a shining mahogany case under his
 arm—he told with much humour and happy
 simplicity.
The children, however, would always look
 upon him as a Great Commander, and for a long
 time associated the lameness with a mysterious
 wound received in battle. Their eager and
 earnest questions on this subject he often turned
 off with a smile, but though often pressed for
details of the action, could never be induced to
 enter upon it. The parents' eyes were always
 on him, and through that wonderful delicacy
 with which he was leavened through and through,
 he felt that in some way their dignity and pleasure
required that the little legend should be
 kept up. And so it was, until one of the boys,
 growing up, asked him in a sort of confidential
 way, as between man and man, and then it came
 out that "Tom" had got his injury leaping
across a ditch with his gun, when he had put
his hip "out." In truth, he was always in
 gentle protest against these military "honours"
which his friends would affectionately press on
 him for his reputation with the public.
It was quite natural, therefore, that when he
 heard of his relation dying at Dieppe, and leaving
 these two girls, that he should think of hurrying
 over to help them. But he got ill suddenly, and
 was shut up in his room for weeks, during which
time the maid and landlady attended on the
 captain anxiously, and an old military doctor--
Gilpin of the—th-- came, and went as he came,
sturdily refusing fees. During this season the
 patient suffered deep distress of mind, apologising
 often for all the trouble he was giving. But
 he was strong, and very soon was " on his legs"
 again. Then he wrote to the two orphan girls,
 insisting that they should come to him—for a
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